So Whats Next?!

So its that point in time when I start to think, whats next? Because as I enter my senior year in college I realize as much as I thought college was the place that I was released into. This weird place that I never knew. But as scary as college was, I now realize that college was yet another safety net that I didnt realize was a safety net until this very moment. So I decided to blog about it. Because you see I recognize that in a few short months there will be no safety net. No visits home knowing that everyone is expecting me to just be home for a few weeks or months and thn send me off to do great things for another year at college. But in all honesty I am worried. My life is getting ready to change forever. really. who knows where i'll end up. in a year. this time next year. the only thing i can offer. is where i would like to be. thats it. offer where i would like to be and concentrate on all the things that i have control over. but although that seems like the logical solution to the feelings off being thrown out into the dark night without a flash light. im hit with this overwhelming feeling that maybe thats not enough.....

Summer....tiiiiime

So much has happened since my last post. I guess the most exciting things are what you want to hear about right? Right. Well my friends and I created this term, this term we use to describe that one person who you always thought was so out of your reach that you could never even imagine even considering a personal moment with you....well I am guessing you understand what I am getting at...we decided to deem this person the unicorn...this thing that you thought was so out of reach because it was too good to be true....well I had the night of my life with my very own unicorn....lets just call him The Trump Card...I dont know why but he seems to take the game away from everyone I have ever met. Hehe. Yes I said it I admitted it to all my readers out there...my unicorn is the cream of the crop. And spending time with him was wonderful. Not only was he gorgeous but he was also the sweetest unicorn I have ever met....But I digress because I think its time to....I also had a great weekend with my girls from high school....my bestest friends in the world and ok i know i said my night with my unicorn was the best of my life but I have to say that my weekend with my girls was the bomb. We did a lot. I met what may be my new summer crush....but it may simply be too early to tell you know mostly when things are too good to be true (except in the case of those very special unicorns ;)...but aside from that I have also taken on the task of teaching 24 unruly children M-F from 7:30am-5:00 pm. Although they are great at times I have recently felt the undying need to blow a whistle every time their voices rise above a whisper....and I also acquired this nice little rasp in my voice that I am paying big bucks to make disappear so that my voice is not permanently ruined and my acting career down the drain....but for now its okay I guess. I am uploading pictures of my little hoodlums and of me and my beautiful best friends....no none of the unicorn...unfortunately his angelic good looks must remain a mystery....hehe :)