Robbery.

So I know sometimes my blog seems to be "how many times can I talk about love and in how many different ways"...welp. Ha. It happens to be something I like to talk about and discuss (and since I'm still in the midst of trying to make sense of it)...this blog is a perfect platform to get it all out. Well the reason I titled this post "robbery." is because sometimes loving someone (especially when they don't feel the same way) feels like having something stolen from you. You know that feeling you get when you realize someone took something of yours...that disgust, that feeling of disrespect and disregard? THAT's how it feels. And because falling in love or loving someone never really makes logical sense...trying to figure out how you set yourself up for a crime of that proportion seems daunting and impossible. Although he is OVERLY quoted round about this time...Drake has a line that says "you never see it coming, you just get to see it go"...and that's what happens when you lose your heart to someone....and then he follows it with "but i'll never forget it baby, what an experience"...and we're back to square one, are we not? It's all pretty insane and confusing and frustrating...and then there's the possibility, the very good chance, that you'll send yourself through all the changes of admitting to yourself that you're in love and you'll get NOTHING in return. Because the sucky part about life/love is that just because you're willing to go all in with someone does not mean that they even have to consider you in their cards. Yes. That is life. So you stand there with that feeling that you get when you walk up on your car and see all the windows broken and you know that means someone decided what you had was theirs to take...and they have no clue how much it'll cost to repair all the damage. No one likes to be robbed. But it happens.

Sincerely,

@bestnewactress

"...so i won't have to burn alone..."

Not a big Rihanna fan but she sums it up in this one.